just the creepeiest feeling

my flat mates have all left today.
well, one has gone home, the other one seems to have gone out of town.
even though we don't interect as much, knowing they're just in their rooms, outside my door...gives me peace.

was still okay, chatting with my cousin, who's thousands of miles away, and my abang who's also not in singapore. even spoke to my mom over the phone.
in general, i felt more 'not in singapore' than i was here (a good dinner and chat out with aiida however ensured me that i was not in jakarta's zone).

then all of a sudden...while voice chatting past midnight (you certainly must try these devices....), the internet connection somehow got busted.

went to the kitchen, while restarting my computer....all of a sudden this creepy feeling came telling me 'yes, you are alone, in this foriegn island, how could you not have noticed...'

so i took advantage of the power of music, trying to pretend that i enjoyed this creepy feeling.

it's been some time....

-moenlite-