a shed of light...

/having my tea/listening to maroon five/feeling a bit low key
/staring at life/wondering...

looking back, i was always this new kid in school, the new kid in the neighborhood...
too many times in fact.
always had to play this ‘some one new one no one’ that people noticed standing in the front of the classroom, being introduced...so many faces, so many names, so many stories, disconnected...
looking not so far back, i’m almost always the new person around, moving in, moving out. too easy now...
‘guess, now I understand why things have happened the way they have.
no, am not in regrets. no, its not some sort of excuse.
yes, it has caused good, also not so good.

no, wouldn't want it differently.
it just is. that’s all...

-moenlite-
[feeling the sun staring back in the face]

*picture:
'staring at the sun'